||[Aug. 26th, 2011|11:20 pm]
No matter how many days go by I seem to think the pain of you no longer being apart of this world will lessen but it doesn’t. I have this ache in my chest that I believe will always be there. I wish there was something I could have done for you. I know that medication made you feel like complete and utter shit. I tried to make you happier but I failed miserably. I wish I was there for you since the very fist day we began talking on Myspace. I was sooooooooooo in love with you then even if we had not met. I just always though that one day we would meet. But that was just not destined. Here is seeing each other in the afterlife. I will be visiting you sooner than that hopefully. I would like to travel to New Zealand so I can visit your resting place. You were one amazing person. I believe I will eventually get a picture of you so it can have an always have a place in my wallet like the very first year we knew each other and I was in your…well before you lost your wallet on that bus. I am seriously thinking of getting a tattoo one of these days for you. For me.